I have come back, i had forgotten for so long. drifting in an abstract dream of reality wherein the world enfolded over my eyes to shield me from truly seeing myself. I swam within murky depths, the waves rolling over me like a darkened cloud, i sank into a pit of despair and arose into a world of dreamlike confusion, i fell in love at least what i thought was love, and then i fell out of it as easily as i had fallen in.

To be so lost, yet unaware, to forget who you truly are, to exist for the pleasures of others, that was the life i led for some time. I had forgotten what i truly love and where i get my inspiration, for a time there i had a muse but they turned out to be not much more than an amusement.

my dreams all flooded back to me in a shock of realisation, there was more to life than what i see, there was more to time than the way it feels as it passes by, there is more to live for than the nine to five existence, coming home only to be tired and sleep.

there is more to friends than just their names, and there is more to people than how they show themselves on the surface.

I am still finding my place in the world but at least i have returned to it

Hey All, i just finished making a big sequence of images which i'm going to post at some point today, and also sorry i haven't updated my journal in so long, i have been through a bit of a tough time, since october i left my job i moved out of my house, got a new job, stayed with a friend for a while, then get my own new place and just been settling in here things are going great, i just haven't had the time to post anything, i even haven't had much time for creating art, but i have a few ideas floating around in my skull so we'll see what happens

hey everyone, sorry i haven't updated in soooo long, i've been really tied up with work, theres alot going on in my life, and with my art, although you cant really tell on here, i've made some pieces, but haven't had the time to upload them, dont stress though i will be able to make some time on the weekend... i hope things have been great for me here, but i have yet to learn CSS so sorry i haven't featured anyone yet, once again bizzy with work.
Yes it is my birthday, one year older and one year wiser i am now gracefully twenty two, and as gorgeous as the day i was born, rofl i'm good at being humble.. lol not anyway got a big day ahead of me tomorrow, just thought i'd update and let everyone know i haven't forgotten about dev art, and i haven't forgotten about all of my watchers and watchees, i have just been really really flat out, sorry for all the delays i will endeavour to make more progress soon

oh i finally have my music up on myspace if you want to see, it is [link] it is kind of downbeat, trip hop, industrial, electronica
kay well i gotta go peace out all

2000 pageviews fuckyea once again thanks to everyone for your support, this is just a quick footnote, going to feature someone this weekend, message me if you want it to be you, i'll try to feature a piece from everyone who asks also if you have advice on how to do the css codes for it, will help haha, otherwise its off to the forums i go

cool well, dont forget those feature requests everyone, cuz i want to involve everyone who knows and loves my work, to show my appreciation to their support

Hey all my watchers/fans/friends i appreciate greatly all the pageviews, comments and faves keep em coming, cuz they make me smile lol, i'll make sum more time to check out my watchee's pages and my watchers, i am stretched pretty thin at the moment for time tho, i got sweet FA to myself, but i'll be puttin in some time to make some more art this week, so dont forget to check up cuz yea i'm trying to push my page views to 2000 and beyond so 7 more pieces by next sunday, wish me luck catch you all on the flip side